Okay, so I inadvertently lied.
This blog used to mean so much to me. Maybe it still can. I would still love to see you all crossing over to musicrevolutionary, as I am still moving, but I might still use love-alwayscharlie for super angsty shit like I used to, and random posts about my life that you really don’t care about.
I still love you all and hope you’re having a nice day/night. If you’re not, seriously, hit up my ask and talk to me. :)
If you haven’t noticed, I haven’t been on this tumblr for forever AND a day. I’ve all but moved to my once was “personal” tumblr. Ha. Personal.
So I’m going to try and follow everyone on that tumblr, and if you followed me, please go to musicrevolutionary.tumblr.com. I love you all!
I kind of feel like I’ll never be good enough.
My dad always calls me fat without actuallycalling me fat.
It’s little comments here and there about my shirt size, or pant size, or the way something fits, or food.
To tell you the truth, I don’t eat that much.
Which is what makes me angry when he does this.
And then my mom told him to go apologize to his “goddamn daughter”.
If they divorced, I don’t think either would want custody of me.
And that’s the honest to god truth.
Unfortunately last night, Rosie committed suicide. This was after a long battle with various mental illnesses. Everyone is devastated by this and please give your thoughts to her. We all loved her very dearly and the loss is massive. She was a beautiful girl, so talented and kind. She was the best friend I could have ever had and I am glad I had the chance to be her girlfriend, and I am very happy I got to spend so much time with someone I loved the most in the world. To all those who knew Rosie, I am so sorry for your loss, but now she is somewhere where she will no longer be unhappy.
I do not know how to deal with this loss at the moment, but please take your time to think of her, and I want her to be remembered as the girl she was, kind, loving, talented, clever and beautiful.
Please take your time to reblog this and spread the word that mental illnesses do need to be combated before they reach this point. It may be colour, but she was in colour and she was beautiful.
R.I.P Rosie, I will love you forever. 6/09/96-11/06/12
rest in peace rosie, so, so happy i got to spend eight years of your life with you, you’re amazing.
So off to Washington tomorrow.
I would say that I plan on not tumbling/tweeting that much if I can help it, but lets face it:
There’s wifi on the bus
It’s a 25-hour busride.
Me and my friends might actually be doing a few DC vlogs if we can.
Hit me up on twitter @Taoluhv
If we do vlog, we will probably post it on my YouTube TaoDuckie.
If not, I might link it to you.
If you wanna see it peeps.
Because Me and one of my friends are going to be vlogging/making videos this summer.
So we will be internet famous (not)
I’m officially playing Google Chrome: Can you get the lyrics? You just sing a song, and see if the lyrics come up…I have no life.
OHMYGOD I”M CRYING!! GOOGLE SPEECH TO TEXT!
What I ACTUALLY said was the lyrics to Inches and Falling.
“I love love, I love being in love, and I don’t care what it does to me.”
Does anyone know, is it illegal to take some of the ocean and put it in a jar and take it home?
Just freaked out because I followed a stupid link that thus said that my tumblr was deleted.
That is the worst feeling ever.
Tumblr is my life story.
My blog is literally like a giant journal.
For it to be deleted would be awful.
I mean, I know I can make another, but I feel like that defeats some un-said purpose.
I just want my anthem shirt so bad. we should all make bets on how soon ill have a meltdown because it’s not in my possession yet~